I was in a toxic relationship with a psychotic narcissistic male. My first time was forced, and many times after that. I was assaulted recently by a man I trusted, he may not have meant to put his hands on me, but for me it was assault. I keep asking myself why does this keep happening to me. I am so terrified of liking another guy.
I was sexually assaulted by my boyfriend. We were both drunk, so I couldn’t give my consent. It didn’t happen in a dark ally, it happened in his bedroom, and it was someone I knew and trusted, unlike many stories of rape on the internet.
Three years later, we’re still together, except we’re both sober since then.
I was sexually abused from the time I was 8 until I was 10. She was another child, someone I thought would be a friend to play dolls with. Instead she would sneak into my bed and perform sexual acts on me. For years I had no idea what had happened and what you were doing. I was silent. Thirteen years later I am sharing my story, attempting to recover from the shame and guilt that I buried deep down.